Change or Grow (2)
I meet one of my old friends we have not been talking for 2 years or something we talked for a while then he said you are a very successful person, and that's when the story started in my head because I didn't feel happy or grateful for this sentence if anything his words made me feel completely empty.. In fact, After pushing myself to think about it for a while I even cried not a tear or two like 1 hour of crying. I know the person and trust that he is saying what he truly believes so it is not about him, it is about me I simply don't believe that! I feel unstimulated and crave learning all the time and most of the time I feel unmotivated too. But why? I am working at a good company with a good team and pursuing my master's, I am even dancing and writing and exploring the world. what makes me think of myself as a person who is just here to die. for the last couple of years, I have been doing my job attending my therapy and letting my brain grow mentally, but I have no